Sometimes I have a moment of clarity, where I realize all you’ve done for me. When I think about all I’ve put you through, and all I’m still contemplating putting you through… you don’t deserve that. You are healing. You’ve been so good to me. You’ve taken everything I’ve thrown at you and you are still here for me. You don’t have a voice - you can’t speak for yourself. Pain is the only way you let me know that I’m not taking care of you. And yet you always try to recover. You always try to survive. No matter how damaged you are, you’ve always hung in there. I’m sorry I’ve treated you so harshly. I’m still learning to love and appreciate you for you. Right now though, in this moment, I recognize that you are pretty special…and I love you. For now, please be patient and don’t give up on me. One day I’ll be there for you 100%, rejoicing in how far we’ve come together. Thank you